Never Forgot This Night Forever

i dont what should i write anymore..seriously he is a good bf nice guy.and i can feel tat he freaking love me just myself duno what going on only..why got a such nice bf i also duwan,.again n again hurt him..on Monday he is the last day at ipoh cause tuesday he need bek to malacca .so he came to my house find me.at 1st i hope he come find me too..but more awhile i ask him better dun come la.cause very late n wat date is coming i worry about him only..but he dun listen to me still come find me..then is okie lo..when he reach my housse i just ignore him and watch my drama .more awhile we start chat,,but when we chat jao starting agrue and cry..im sad and heart broke when i saw him slap himself n cry in front of me..i really touch that time..cause he is the 1st guy did it to me..but then more awhile his ex suddenly sms him and ask..ur newpew iizt calling this name..i just dont und why she suddenly ask so..my brain just started simply think again..after tat he gt tam fan me ..n tat time tat stupid radio singing a song..that is our song " BE WITH YOU"..i hug he tigh tigh n cry..cause he really important to me..n i love he so much..
but then just myself cant accept the fact,,cause he is far for me..we cantt alwayz meet .alwayz agrue because some small problem..ya i admit im small gas ..easy jealous..but then i dun hv wrong wert..im also a human i gt heart gt feeling..maybe i might hurt him alot..but all of it i dun hope so..i dun hope he because me of get hurt agian..that why i choose to break wv him..im not dun love him.just duwan see his suffer look anymore..in my life he is important to me..even he can compare wv kevin..

i wish that he can life happy and forgot all the sad thing...
start his new life without me
i will never forgot u
i love u ckc